.... sigh ....

This time of year/this week is always hard for me…well, at least for the last 6 years it has been. So much reflection…the what if’s etc. It’s my birthday, Father’s Day and then Christine’s birthday all w/in 6 days… so it saddens me each year that we’re not having a party at the house for Christine this w/e…just thinking about it now brings me to tears… I know some can relate to the feeling…but these 3 days put together each year is a real burden....sigh!!!!